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GSM:TABRITMIA
“Their games,” policies, algorithms
Conditioning, or rather, programing:
‘Do this and get your crumbs;’
‘Don’t misbehave or you’ll starve.’
This hanyou, lived through an early “programing”
This hanyou, living in the shadow as the Black Koi
This hanyou, comparing my upbringing and conditioning
This hanyou, autistic yet more aware
“They” started with the autistic ones,
And now the slavish cowards move on to you,
Honing “their” conditioning as education for thousands of years
To finish off the rest of you.
“Their actors” play their parts, too.
Continuing to fool you.
Including “their education,”
Which is actually manipulating you.
Knowing how I presently feel
With every statement my family tells me,
Hitting like a “program” disguised as a social lesson,
The slavish cowards’ codes are multiples more traumatic.
As I write my poems,
Frustrated with the slowness of my work’s growth,
While I recognize the pending collective frustration
“Their” Applied Positive Behavior “games” will cause humanity to feel.
Would a parent of someone on the spectrum
See the similarities
When the ESG “game” conditions them
Like their autistic child on Applied Positive Behavior “programing?”
Or would they be so conditioned by their “eductation”
That they see themselves as freer
Than their autistic child
Going through a more direct “programing?”
Or will no one truly see?