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GSM:TABRITMIA
January 28, 2022
Went to medical training at Knoxville
And told them I felt alone,
This hanyou amidst those preparing,
Knowing my family didn’t care about my warning.
The instructor said I wasn’t alone,
But when the last task came
Where people could pick in the game,
All the people turned away.
I know the Adapting groups and the Ice Age groups
Are likely actors,
But I look for the information.
However, I feel alone,
Knowing I don’t have anywhere I could go
I’m just a hanyou in the know.
My views shot down by many,
A mix from visiting online groups
About many varying views as well as
My family’s and their communities’ too.
Never fully socialized,
So information came my way,
And over time, pieces of truth found,
But this hanyou wasn’t considered profound
Except as a person that could only exist
As a trapped family caregiver.
I try to share the Well Aware world to the Observers,
And they don’t believe me.
I try to share the Thunderbolt to my family,
And they don’t believe me.
I try to warn of what comes to the Well Aware community,
And all I hear are crickets sadly.
I wonder if I belong anywhere,
Existing as a hanyou.
Knowing what I know,
But nowhere to go.